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2006-01-06T22:19:00.000-08:00

i moved to another blog :) please please change your links!

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thanks a lot! have a great day everyone! :)

pop it out, drop it out

2006-01-05T18:29:00.000-08:00

after reading my past entries, there's one thing ive realized... i am so dramatic. nakakatawa pala ako magdrama. it's so cheesy. so, to stop those drama shits, i wont blab about him anymore. first, because he knows the url of my blog. matagal na niya alam yun. i dunno if he reads this or not. if he's reading my entries, nakakahiya naman yung mga sinusulat ko. it's always about me waiting and stuff. and if he doesn't read my entries, good :P second, some people reacts with what im writing. eh awkward moment naman yun pag sinasabihan ka na "meg, ang drama mo sa blog ah!" haha! eh kasi naman ang tagaaaaaaaal na nito and im not yet over him.

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how was the first day of school after christmas break? hmnn. fun and disappointing. disappointing cos, bumagsak lang naman ako sa trigo test. yun lang naman yun kaya ko nabadtrip. fun because i really missed everybody! my barkada and classmates! :P ang nakakatawa dun is first subject palang galit na agad samin yung cve teacher namin. and all the teachers got mad at us. and you know what i've realized at the end of the day? kaya ganun kaingay yung class namin kasi namiss namin ang isa't isa. we were all talking and talking the whole day. walang patawad!

i am so busy right now. i have to do my thesis in english, hw in ss anddd, i need to read something about chem! argh.

2005-12-31T12:29:00.000-08:00

I guess this will be my last post for the year 2005. Duh. I guess this year has been fun and confusing. Many things happened unexpectedly. Haha. Confusing because basta whatevs :) Fun because i met alot of people and i got to bond with them--whoever they may be. Hassle year! My freaking junior life-- chem and trigo plus the soccer thing. But in the brighter side--my sooo funny classmates, the nonstop ruins and town trip, new experiences and etc. This year has been great and im looking forward to the year 2006.

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Dont you get irritated with somone who's FREAKING obsessed with this person he/she likes? Fine, you like that person but watda hell, is it right to tell the www that you like him/her OVER and OVER again? Like when this obsessed person ask you for a favor to call him/her and ask stuffs then it happens that you can't contact that person, but this obsessed person keeps on insisting you to call him/her. Parang you were like, ikaw-kaya-tumawag-dyan-diba?! It's so fucking irritating. Grrrrr.

Ok, he is back. Back to the i-will-wait-for-him-to-chat-with-me mode. Whatevs, this sucks. He being away for a week makes me more ok. What can i do? Things will never be the same again and he is back. I should log-out. Haha!
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Where the hell are my cousins? It's new years eve today and i havent seen them since november. Meaning I dint see them last Christmas. No replies. Ugh.

HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE! :)

2005-12-30T22:02:00.000-08:00

Im freaking stuck in here. My barkada had a sleepover yesterday at dannah's house. Haha, saya noh hindi ako kasama. I dint ask permission to my rents cos i was thinking they might not allow me--which is i suppose 70% wrong. GRR, i dont know what popped in mind. Im such a lazyass. To the point that i dont wanna pack my things for that trip, so lazy to go out. Parang for me its ok if i just stay here infront of the computer, eat then sleep then talk on phone and watch tv. The cycle goes on. Sucks!

"nanannanaa holiday inn...." im hearing that song right now. as in my sister's listening to it. and it makes me dizzy. whats with the f*cking lyrics? wazzaaaappp niggazz yaa'all!?! yo yo yo ... sucks.

ahhh, this fucking internet card is so freaking slooooooooooooooooooow. what can i do? i gotta stick with this til tomorrow.

i want a Billabong jacket. the light blue one. christmas isnt over yet. haha!

this is such a nonsense post of a loser.

Dugs dugs dugs (with the sound of satisfaction)

2005-12-19T17:37:00.000-08:00

You laugh at my dumbest moments, put up with my moody days, go along with my craziest idea's & still manage to see the best in me.

we get along sooo well, we're always together, we've been thru a lot, she's like the half of me, if she isn't my bestfriend right now.. aah, i just can't imagine it :p

im not good at writing stuffs like this. but whateverrrrr. haha.

i just wanna greet my other half. my stalker mate *winks*. my sister. my bestfriend

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIA!!! :)

(no pic cos im using my brother's laptop)

i greeted her before i went to Simbang Gabi and she's still awake! haha, laughtrip :) anyway, thank your for everything you've done to me (whether it's good or bad. haha) i am sooo happy and blessed to be your bestpwet. basta, kung sino man yang seseryosohin mo, gudluck! HAHA :p i love you! mwamwa :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALSO to my TITA!

Learning to breathe.

2005-12-16T17:25:00.000-08:00

I was finally getting over you, believing we were through. i even had crushes, other then you. i held my head up high, & said im not gonna fall, but then you had to smile and ruin it all. <<3

so many things happend this week :) it' s great.

monday to wednesday was our finals. chem and trigo sucked, as always. we went to town last wednesday to celebrate the so called "despedida" ni kenneth (as if hindi na siya babalik, haha). thanks for your treat! laughtrip moments :) ria and i had the most wonderful adventure ever (sarcastic effect). we walked from bene to town, town to bene, bene to gym, gym to main gate, got tired and now i have this so called paltos. it sucks, really. it's eow and it hurts.

sooo, yesterday was our christmas party. nothin much happend in school, BUT this scenario made my day :) i wont tell it here, someone might read it. haha! basta *big smile*. went to town again and watched Kingkong! aahh, it's great. so sweet and funny movie. WATCH IT! sabi na nga ba bedans yung nasa movie house kasi lahat nag-uubuhan eh! haha, funny! then ria, adri and i went to ria's house- LAUGHTRIP! :) babuy memz, then i thought adri is a friend of . . . HAHA, ok lang i know he won't spill the things i did and ria said. went home at 6pm. verrrry tired. THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WHO GAVE ME GIFTS! my soooo gorgeous barkada :) (shit, they'll kiss me when they read this), my classmates, friends and this person who made my day :)

yey! no classes today :) til january 3. 2 weeks of no classes is great! but no, not really. thesis and projects! aahh, nyeta.

fifteenth has always been a BLISSFUL day :)

have you ever felt the feeling na gusto mong mangyari yung bagay na yun and you waited for so long, then one UNEXPECTED day biglang nangyari yung gusto mo without having an idea what to say or react. you dont know what you're doing or saying. you wanna stop the clock and freeze. then later on, you'll say yes! ang saya ko. :)

ANYWAY, i changed my cell number :) tagboard or message me if you want.

starving.

2005-12-09T18:13:00.000-08:00

im here in school right now, in the PA lab. im with ria cos she need to print her project in chem :) laughtrip yung unang lumabas- WALA. aahhh, im soo hungry. it's lunch time, sabi ko kay ria "tara, dito muna tayo one day lang". haha! we'll go to ruins later. yay!

one subject to go! finals na next week. oh noooo :(

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club time! kenneth cuis explained something to me, now i understand :p so there are 2 reasons why we dont talk.

it was fun earlier at ruins. new found friends! diba angel? haha. veritas people. :) sooooo funny guys :p till next ube. haha, naks naman nag ube kami kanina. i bought a slippers and damn it was a wrong decision! it's quite big for my feet, i thought it'll be ok. aah basta i wasted 400. :( anyway, ive been wondering why many people are HB nowadays. diba? HAHA. mostly my close friends are in the "HB mode".

christmas is really here. i can feel it now. im happy. my hatred went away, and something like that. haha :)

advanced happy birthday to my sister :p

twisted sunshine.

2005-12-08T20:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!:)

no classes today! my chem project is a success :) i havta do my notecards in english. aahh, hassle. anyway, audrey's party was fun :) goodvibes with people, pat, kat, bangge, anna, louie and BIANCA (monica and miggy was also there). gad i miss that girl. she's still the same. haha, grabeeee its been a long time since we made kwento about everything :p

it was raining (and it's still raining) when louie, bianca and i went home. i made baon :p yay!

pictures soon! it's with audrey pa eh. haha. wala lang i just blogged cos of audrey :) the food was great. :p HAPPY BIRTHDAY again! :)

goodnight everyone.

abot kamay ang hangin, sobra.

2005-12-07T16:25:00.000-08:00

i was reading Mates Dates, and Designer Divas a while ago and i liked this part:

"you say i got what it takes, and you say i know what makes the world go around, but i dont know what im going to do about you. i still cant go on. you say i should leave the shadows and run for the sun, stand in the spotlight and have some fun. your faith is my strength but im afraid i'll still fall."

aah, soo nice. the last line is my current stat in ym :)

creative day today. super fun! :) we did our christmas card project in english. we are indeed creative! haha, arts and letters eh :p our classroom was really messy. glitters, papers, sequence all over the floor. ube session!our creativity attacked and i shall say ang galing pala namin. oh walang kokontra :p

we were like kids during pa time. when ms gabor gave us cute pencils and spongebob pins, we were like sooo happy. haha, nakakatuwa reaction naming lahat, nyeta I LOVE THEM to bits :x

yey, no classes tomorrow! it's audrey's birthday tomorrow! :) but we are bombarded with a lot of projects and i need to study for our finals. as in REALLY. kailangan.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MACY!!!

would you believe, ngayon lang ikakabit ang christmas tree namin :p

PAHABOL: remember the song i heard the other day? yay! i know now the lyrics and i donwloaded it already :) Lagi mo nalang akong Dinededma by Rocksteddy. sharing :p

there's real and make believe.

2005-12-05T16:30:00.000-08:00

im back after being sooo lazy to blog last weekend. yey for me :)

christmas is... near! but i dont feel the christmas spirit. HAHA. why kaya? hmnn. im making ipon now. yey again! and i came home early, borrowed marryl's notebook and will copy notes later, ill also do our thesis in english. sooo many YEYs for me :p

my life's been so okay now :) nice, we are slowly talking to each other again. no more awkward moments. and, and basta. EVERYTHING'S FINE :)

we had our quiz and quarter exam in music earlier. exagge lang masasabi ko :p you guys know it. what else? chem lab! aahh, i so love chem lab. mixing those chemicals for me is fun :)

last friday i heard this song, i dont know the title , but i sooo like the lyrics! "hindi ko sasabihin sayo, dedma lang ng dedma hanggang sa magkabistuhan na... mahal kita kahit hindi mo dama, akala mo lang hindi pero oo talaga...." something like that. haha, im not sure and it really made me smile like ^____________^.

10 days before christmas vacation! AND im sooooooo sad and pissed with my trigo score. i felt like a dumb. aaahhh, nakakapikon talaga. laging nasa huli ang pagsisisi. daym.

anyways, i was in a "quote hunting" mode. i saw a lot of cute quotes :)i got it from here. check it out :p

real. oh so real.

2005-12-01T19:08:00.000-08:00

fun day :) LAUGHTRIP again asusual! oh so many moments. i can now say that 3rd year is really the most MEMORABLE year ever. it feels like everyday is a bliss :)

im AGAIN hooked with watching live basketball games. it seems that every year there is one person that we are supporting. HAHAHA. pero whatever it is, i still love to watch basketball games :)

beda vs zobel midgits (spl) earlier. i had to go in the 4th quarter so i wasnt able to end the game. pero when i left, beda was like 4 points ahead of zobel? im not sure though, i have to ask ria first. :) HAYYYYY. whata moment. kaso yung tagteam (ria & kenneth) ko lakas mantrip, tuloy! haha. i thought it is REALLY impossible to you know talk with him again. pero my instict is correct, each day is a new day, and things will happen when you least expect it to :p

next game uli! hahaha. HOOKED talaga :p

ok, i havta do my LT2 in CVE. and about the grades?trigo, geom, chem? aaahh, fuck.

DECEMBER!!!!! :) CHRISTMAS!!!! :)

whenever, wherever, whatever.

2005-11-30T17:25:00.004-08:00

i hate this day, but i liked it a bit cos of my friends :) ive been laughing like SOLIDO these days. laughtrip kasi mga hirit ngayon, or am i too mababaw lang? haha!

LT 2 SUCKED. yun lang masasabi ko.

WOO. December na! Christmas is coming. i dont have money :( but its an achievment, i saved my allowance for two days :)

CR...
meg: ria, yes or no?
ria: bakit?
meg:basta!!!
ria: maybe.
meg: naman! gugupitin ko bangs ko.
ria: NOOO!!! with PLEASE.

HAHA. laf3p conversation. nonsense post. loser.

whenever, wherever, whatever.

2005-11-30T17:25:00.003-08:00

every moment is a bliss.

2005-11-28T11:38:00.000-08:00

see how lalaine is good at drawing and "henna" tatooing and some other stuffs?

can you see my name? :p
today is a holiday :) i havent started studying. haha! im still pissed about my fone but anyway, i have my OWN room. no it's not actually mine but me and my sister's room kasi is like in a rectangular shape, so the half part is mine and the other is her's. get it? we also had a general cleaning last night and to think that i have my colds and coughs pa. i threw all the things i dont need. ok, my room is now clean. :) yipee.

xoxoxoxo. BLISS :)

thats the way it is man.

2005-11-26T22:48:00.000-08:00

it's so frustrating.

why is life like this? my day yesterday went fine. i was soo happy cos all of the things between me and my bestfriend is already ok. rina and i are ok. EVERYTHING IS ABSOLUTELY FINE.

we went to town after school with my kapatids :) aaahh, thanks dilao for your treat! BONDING, LAUGHTRIP, etc.

THEN, my fone got lost. DAMN, parang ako? i wanna cry but i dont know why i didnt. i was pissed cos of my stupidity (haha). STUPID. my school skirt has a hole pala. actually i dint know that, maybe i placed my fone in the HOLE of my pocket. tangina yan.

sooo i cannot find my fone anymore, and i dont expect to find it.

BUT my kapatids are just ahhh, so nice. :) thanks for your concern. haha!

GUYS!! erase my number na. tanginang stupidity yan. fuck it. im sooo frustrated + my freaking coughs, colds and soar throats pa. AND long test na on tuesday yet i dont know some of our lessons.

is this what i get for being sooooo happy for the past 2 weeks? is this what you call KARMA?fuck this. now i believe in that.

my parents wont buy me anymore (i think). so havta make ipon na. i wont eat anymore (exagge?). ahhhhh. badvibes talaga.

bitch. whoever got my fone I WISH THAT YOU GO TO HELL, you loser. damnit.

and sa taong kinausap, pinahulog at pinahintay ako... i dont know what to do about you. will you just fade? as in sana hindi ka na magpakita sakin. nah, just kidding :p

im gonna start all over again. pray for me!! I NEED YOUR PRAYERS.
thanks to Him for being so good to me though i did a lot of BAD things. i know He has a plan why all of this are happening. I dont blame You :) I love You more than anyone else in my life. naks :p

soooo, all i havta do is STUDY, listen to the lectures, STOP talking with my tagteam(ria and kenneth) during class hours, IPON MONEY for my fone & christmas gifts. be good. dont do those things anymore, PRAY and everything will be alright. :) db?

bye!

just go with the flow.

2005-11-24T18:31:00.000-08:00

hyper day again :)

there's a BODEGA SALE in school. i think it's til on saturday :) so guys come there. and FOODFEST kanina. i dint buy food from any of those.

yeah, just go with the flow. if thats what people think about you then let them! you wont lose anything naman eh db? sooo, APIR tayo ria. :) love you!

we might go to town tomorrow with my classmates :) kung hindi, im gonna go home EARLY. nakss! ube with rina na puro about kay TOOT lang pinaguusapan! haha.

ok, i miss my barkada :( TISHA, DANNAH, AERIKA, EVAN, PAMMY, miss you guys :( i know you dont know what's happening between us three, pero yun eh. sabi ko nga just go with the flow. ria and i doesnt need to explain anything.

tests again! whaaah, cramming time :p

good vibes.

2005-11-23T16:47:00.000-08:00

happy day :) NO, not actually. labo! whatever na.

good vibes with ria, kenneth, rj, angel & olmedo? HAHA! laughtrip kami. aahh, i love you guys!

and rina and i were texting the whole day. sobra noh?

grabe classmates ko. uber sa trip eh! lyndon showed us a MAGIC. with the fire and alcohol stuff. haha! si lalaine naman, ginawan ako ng PARANG henna tatoo :)

steady hits. PE tom! nakakatamd leche. hate it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANCA MERCADO!!!

if you ever got the chance to read this, i miss you na! i havent talked to you for a looong time. grabe i miss those days when we still talk about a lot of stuffs. bianca and i used to be like the best of friends. i miss you! i love you! :)

my kapatids during music time slash free time! :p

and yesss, bene won yesterday! :) CONGRATS to the midgits (spl) team! :) you KIDS are the best. haha! SPEAKING of, si coach pwede daw ako mag training uli :p wooo!

im sleepy. good vibes day :)

let the good times roll :)

2005-11-22T19:00:00.000-08:00

today was fun :) aahhh, ube again with ria and kenneth. we went to zobe to watch bene vs southridge basketball game. bene won :)

basstaaaa. i was sooo happy :) i got the chance to . . . basta.

ok, kwento next time. bye guys! :)

i love my classmates more than anyone else. haha! drama ko ah :)

trip to trip.

2005-11-21T18:24:00.000-08:00

crazzzyy day again. ms gabor got mad at us. about some issues in our class. is that what we get for being sooo bonded? hmn. ok lang, masaya parin ako sa section ko :)

mood swings attacked again. with my barkada. SORRY guys! i just felt left out kanina. kasi naman pahalata pa eh. db lalaine?

we went to sex after school :) thanx bam for your treat! grabee. sobrang ube na talaga kami. haha! RIA, MATTHEW, BRYAN, MAIKA, DILAO :) wala lang. tangina dilao go to school! seatmate kita sa english! haha. nice one! :p we miss you :(

then after we went to Sexpress we invaded angel's house. videoke! haha. ria, laughtrip ka ka!!

ok, we will go out again on friday. haha! i love you kapatids :)

scorch.

2005-11-19T10:30:00.000-08:00

today was STEADY :) sir caballero is still mad at us, literally.

SCORCH was fun before. haha! we went to lalaine's house after school. laughtrip! :p for me.. mga hirit eh! her house is sooooo big. as in literally.

before going to the concert we went to mcdo to eat. fries + caramel sundae= BURP. :p thanks tisha for your treat! whah, dannah you missed this!

anyways, hale was great! also mojofly. actually mas masaya if trance music yung hs dance eh, not band. but its aryt. almost everyone was wearing a bohemian outfit. i dint like it (even if i wore a boho top, haha) :/ im kinda frustrated cos... hmn.

secret :) nakakabanas lang. ang torpe mo solido! no not actually. BATA ka pa kasi. yeah i understand.

lalaine had a crumps, and my effin wound. baka ma scar to! nyeta.

yey! weekend again! i wanna see my kapatids :)

my kapatids :)

we were freezing. haha!

si MANOK :) we love that chicken!

iene, ac, lalaine and me at lalaine's room :)
want more pix? click here! :)

thirty eight :)

2005-11-17T18:19:00.000-08:00

aahh, i just love my section. my class. my classmates :)

nakakatawa nga sinabi ko kay angel eh, "alam mo, kahit anong gawin ko dito sa section na to, ang saya!" haha, awwww. isnt it sweet?

went to ruins after school with sina ria, celina, louise, angel, kenneth & rj. i met angel's someone na. haha! laughtrip kami. ingay namin. i bonded with them. then we went back to school at 5.30.wala yung bus ko. sooooo, bonding again with kenneth & talked about stuffs. yihee! bukas na! TOMORROW IS THE DAY! :)

i have a lot of chatmates. astig, ang daming online na 38 :p

hay. im soo like depressed right now. no, not actually but BASTA.

sweet ni matthew kanina. he said something to me about THIS person :) awwwwww! i'll help you!

were goin to eat out tomorrow with my barkada and dance! ahaha. hope it's not boring.

AY, angel! his friend is soo cute :) HAHA.

Happy Birthday Tisha!!! :)

i love you! mwah :p

Bizzare Love Triangle

2005-11-16T16:51:00.000-08:00

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine

But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free

But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say

Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself

That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

i just love that song! and the lyrics :)

today was uhm, bogsa day. haha. really, wala ko sa sarili. iba ang feeling nun ah. ok, shut up :)

class was fun :) aircon! haha. sarap mag-aral. sarap rin matulog. and HIMALA, i dint get hungry today. til now im not yet hungry. wuhoo!

we had some misunderstandings again. i love my tagteamS! yeah, madami akong tag team eh. ria + iene + meg and ria+kenneth +meg! :) wala lang. im just, sooo happy. weeee.

takte wala kong maintindihan sa trigo. tangina wala ko sa sarili. oh yeahhhh. i wanna party. :p uy uy,

Happy Birhday Louie!!! :)
advanced Happy Birthday Tisha! :) (tomorrow)

how it feels to be alone?

2005-11-15T15:53:00.000-08:00

yeah, im here at a netshop. walang tao sa bahay. TAMA KAYO. walang tao. i dint know what to do. cry? haha, but here i am. surfing the net. after an hour, my time is over. i dont know where to go. hmn.

today was fun :) aircon! aahh, sarap. bonding again with classmates! uber laughtrip asusual. i love them, i really do. kung pwede nga lang sila uli classmates ko next year, ok lang eh! :p nice.

sooo, im alone. fucker. i dont know what to do!! i hope they'll get back after an hour. or else. aahhh shit naman oh. madapaker.

Concert Plug: Hale & Mojofly Live! Friday, Nov. 18 @ San Beda College Alabang Gym. 7pm. tickets worth 150. see ya guys!

oh noooo. my cousin pala went here in manila last night. :) wala lang.

im sleepy. kaya nga ako umuwi ng maaga eh. stupid blich. HAHA. nonsense na to.

btw, click here for the pics!

bye! :)

tiring day, indeed.

2005-11-14T03:56:00.000-08:00

this is such a tiring day. ahh but i had so much fun, really.

i went to ria's house then we went to bene. some of are classmates were there sooo we surprised ms. gabor :) it's her birthday today! sobrang mahal namin si ms, pumunta kaming school just to greet and surprise her :)

then, we went to bluewave :p ahhh, the place was just fine. had bonding with classmates! sobrang laughtrip na nung nasa cuneta na kami. we were late. haha, not really late but alam mo yung dumating kami dun na parang pa-star? we were so noisy. :)

Congrats to San Beda! oh yeah, we won 1st runner up :) i wasn't expecting our school to win though, it was worth our time. sobra yung crowd ng beda, kami yung may pinakamarami. haha!

congrats also to la salle zobel for winning 2nd runner up. and.. miriam college for being the champion! aahhh, sobrang galing naman kasi ng MC eh! parang kami "bakiiiit ang galing?" haha. MC deserves to win :)

after that we went to sex. then just roamed around town. i saw a puruntong na. it's nice. i wanna buy it. still im broke. iene and i are broke. babalikan namin yun! bwahaha :p we saw bianca gonzales there and we talked to her. like fc kami. haha! she's sooo kind. oh yeah. :p

yun.. my day went sooo fun. bonding. etc. i love my friends and classmates! wooo. :)

Happy Birthday Mommy G! :)

don't give me this feeling

2005-11-13T16:30:00.000-08:00

what would you feel if you have this "close friend" of yours, then suddenly you and that close friend happened to be not friends anymore with just a snap. it's like he doesnt even care anymore. and thoughts like "did our friendship even matter to him?" ponders to your mind? go figure. it feels like you just broke up with your boyfriend... but it's sort of the same, isn't it? like, a close friend
and a boyfriend. the same sort of. it hurts like hell when you break up with either of them. db?

ahh, im so labo. i just thought of this one. parang sayang yung mga pinagsamahan niyo for a long time. just because of this stupid reason. im wondering kung ako lang ba yung nakakaranas ng ganito or kayo rin. what you think?

maybe for others it's like "ok lang mawalan ng isang friend, madami pa naman eh". but for me, no matter how many friends ive got, ayoko ng nawawalan ng kaibigan specially when we already shared a lot of memories. sayang kasi eh, dahil lang sa napakababaw na dahilan natapos ang lahat.

and,

what would you also do if you knew something about someone, and you just keep on waiting ang waiting for him to do something. you feel that there's something happening to the both of you. but you can't do anything. he doesn't do anything. no one of you is doing something. or maybe both of you are waiting. and because you two
kept on waiting, nauwi narin sa wala. ha?

yes, all of these is happening to me. i just dont know how to act.. and to do.

honestly im okay now :) natapos narin eh. im just curious. hmn.

nyeta, im so madrama. hahaha! :) no, not actually madrama. im just curious and sad :( why do things like this happens? ok, this has no sense na. ang laboooo.

WNCAA tomorrow! see ya guys! :p

Let That Be Enough- Switchfoot

2005-11-10T17:41:00.000-08:00

Wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
Cause I feel so defeated
And I’m feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I’m a plane in the sunset
With no where to land
And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sandcastles
Spend their time collapsing

Let me know that you hear me
Let me know your touch
Let me know that you love me
Let that be enough

It’s my birthday tomorrow
No one here could know
I was born this thursday
Twenty-two years ago
And I feel stuck watching history repeating
Oh am I just a kid who knows he’s needy?

aaahhh, nice song :)

the Pep Rally was boring. yes, it wasn't as fun as the Pep Rally last August (aww, memories!). we just practiced the chants for the WNCAA Cheering Comp on monday. my comment about the dance? nah. lets see.

people are oh sooo good :) oh yeah!

aircon na next week! xoxoxoxo.

i can breathe now.

2005-11-09T16:58:00.000-08:00

yey! tests are over :) but im not yet sure. totally not.

i can't feel anything with him anymore. yey :) im soooo happy. like... soo kampante. haha!

i knew it, christmas is in the air. im still broke. how nice. there will be lots of activities next week.

~ WNCAA Cheering Comp. (we would like to go to Cuneta but we still dont have a transpo)
~ Tisha's Birthday! :)
~ HS Dance. ayaw namin pumunta kasi paulit ulit lang naman yung tinutugtog eh! so we might go to someone's house. or basta!
~ and, Tisha will treat us!

see, and im broke. ang saya ko.

don't you feel happy when you and your barkada get the chance to talk and laugh with each other while sharing your childhood memories? me and my girls just cant stop reminiscing yesterday. aaahhh, with those pog, text and barbie dolls. the Princess Sarah cartoons and etc. being with them is such a happy moment. being one of the smallest in the group (including Tisha, haha!) there's no dull moment with them. i just love them though we sometimes fight because of useless reasons. still, im lucky to be part of that group :)

they'll hug me if they read this :P

whaaah, it's papa ira cruz' (of Bamboo) birthday tomorrow! evan will go to his house. nakakainggit ka evan! that means she will be seeing bamboo mañalac and the rest of the band :( aaahh. nyeta, nakakainggit!

hmn...

i dont know what to say. nothing really happened today. blakasixtix. paalam!

I love you more today than yesterday :)

2005-11-08T17:51:00.000-08:00

What a cute song :) I heard it again after a looong time.

we had our english, chem and trigo test earlier. those 3 sucked. why? because i didnt study. hahaha! bawi nalang next test... again.

we also have a new seatplan. it sucks again. takte sino kaya kakausapin ko dun? good thing ria, maika, kenneth and matthew are seated near me kundi.. whattanicelayp meg. and the aircon? meron nga next week pa bubuksan. we were all excited to go to school tas hindi pa pala bubuksan? punyeta.

wheeewwww. im so happy now :) cos.. hmn. i feel numb again. oh yeah!

im getting fatter and fatter each day. stupid instinct. alam mo yung pag may masarap na food, ok lang kumain ng madami ngayon, bukas nalang ako hindi kakain! haha. look i just ate kfc's chicken meal. i cant resist. haha! :P

but wait, im starting to hate this person again. maybe it's just today. maybe tomorrow it'll be okay. whatever. ang garapal niyang leche.

Happy Birthday Celina!

woo. ilang bati na to? haha! :) tag people!

Dance that Night Away.

2005-11-05T19:46:00.000-08:00

Now, as in right now im chatting with my classmates! :) It's really different when you dont see them for a long time. Nakakamiss talaga! With all those hirit na kupal and sa mga corny jokes! I wanna go to school and see them, talk & laugh with them. Awwww! :) Then pota sobrang gulo na namin dito!! Haha, barabaric kami eh. :P wooot! Iniingit rin nila ko about sa party! Im dead. HAHA!!

Ok, im gonna study for the test tomorrow. Tangina niyo mga barbaro! Aylabittt :x
Mahal ko na section ko. HAHAHA!! :)

Since I dont have anything to write on.. Here are some quotes :) Lovin it!

you dont know how much you miss something until it's gone

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It's like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn't seem to work. And you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves. - Joanne Golden

When he KISSED me that night, I couldn't help but think, "This is EXACTLY what I want."

"Weep not for the memories. Remember the good times that we had. I let them slip away from us when things got bad."

HiGH SCHOOL is one big soap opra;
everyone is gossiping about everyone else &&
at the end of the day, you wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow.

Sooo, thats it! Hahaha. Ciao!:)

Fly Away with Me.

2005-11-03T17:09:00.000-08:00

DOA

Never mind there's nothing I could do
Bet your life there's something killing you.

It's a shame we have to die my dear
No-one's getting out of here alive
This time
What a way to go but have no fear
No-one's getting out of here alive
This time

I'm finished, i'm getting you off my chest
Made you come clean in a dirty dress
A promise is a promise you kept in check
Hard to cross a heart that beats its fist

Take a good hard look for the very last time
The very last one in a very long line.
Only took a second to say goodbye
Been a pleasure, but the pleasure's been mine all mine

Never mind there's nothing I could do
Bet your life there's something killing you.

I labbb that song. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN! :)

Potangeang yan. Mali yung date! 1 day late siya. Amp naman! ANYWAYS, yesterday we went to Roxas. Laughtrip kaya kasi si mommy pumasok sa Mocha Blends na akala niya Charlees. Pota, nakakahiya! Hawak na namin yung menu tas lumabas uli kami :P Shameful! Haha. Di bale pakapalan na ng mukha to. Nak ng, instead we ate at Dencio's. BLAHBLAH. Tas ikot ikot. After nun we went to Bluewave. Nak ng parking lot yan! ANG BAHO. Pota SK yung parking lot nila eh! :~ it stinks mehn. Hindi namin alam kung pano nakakayanan ng mga tao dun na mag park- or immune na sila? I have a favorite gum. Yung Frutella! HAHAHA. Panibagong chibog. Speaking of chibog, miss ko na ka foodtrip barkada kow! Tipong 5 seconds palang ubos na yung food mo. Tae hindi to stir. Punta ka table namin tas magdala ka ng pagkain, tignan lang natin kung hindi namin lamunin lahat yun! Ampotaa! =)

Wahaha. Nagsorry sakin si Elepante kagabi. SORRY mo mukha mo. >:3 call me evil. I dont care. All I want is you to get out of this school. Umasa ka, sa lahat ng studyante na nakilala namin, ikaw lang ang natatanging tao na ganyan. PA STAR eh! Ano pa yung sinasabi mong gusto lang kitang magenjoy sa Beda? Putangina. Umasa ka. Hilo ka eh! HAHAHA :P

Puch. Hindi pako nag-aaral. Kahit isang buklat ng pahina ng libro wala pa. Woooo. Gudluck sakin. Last day ng sembreak =( Babayoooow.

toodles.

2005-11-02T18:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!! :)

*/ ang boring ng sembreak! gusto ko na pumasok.
*/ bwahaha. there will be some changes when we go back there.
*/ hmn. im trying to be an optimistic person. HAHAHA!
*/ new layout! its sooo simple but i like it! PARADISE! :)
*/ i miss my barkada na. [7 marias, conyo gurlsz, berds!]
*/ i miss angela aguilar. SK! haha. naks!
*/ ay putch. mag-aaral pa pala ko sa LT namin.
*/ hassle life!!
*/ nakakainis. kasi naman eh, i feel like im ahhhh.
*/ i want to customize my friendster profile, but im lazy.
*/ sana bumalik sina jireh dito! wooot :p
*/ gad, im so down right now =(
*/ blablabla. whateburr. i want these silly things to end now.
*/ papatol pa kasi sa bata eh. HAHAHA. badtrip yun!
*/ someday, dadating rin si. . . :)
*/ i like the song Stick with You, Photographs & D.O.A
*/ Wala kong magawa. Nak ng buhay toh! hehe =)
*/ Nov. 3 pala ngayon.
*/ 1 year has passed. =(
*/ last year kasi toh yung mga times na umiiyak pako. HAHAHA!
*/ again, its in the past. i havta forget it. naks!
*/ GUDLUCK!!! :)

Have you felt this weird feeling, in the pit of your stomach, when you see him. Its like everything else just sort of fades out, like a movie, only everything has gone into the background except for him. He's right there, in the center of the screen. And, its like you want to take your eyes away, but you can't..really, even if you were trying hard? =)

weeeee

2005-10-31T20:24:00.000-08:00

Went bonding with my cousins yesterday. They went here at 8 something, tas tambay lang. We did alota things. Hahaha! We tried to curl our hair using the flat iron :P Wahahaha. Nak ng, we had a hard time! Wala namang nangyari. We were dying to go to Market2 coz we wanna buy things. Ang tagal ng mga titos and titas namin. Sobrang tagal magusap usap! Til umabot na sa 5 something. Blah blahh :P Asarr, we werent able to go there. Hahaha! Bibili nako ng "puruntongs" nun eh. Yun oh! Sayanggg. Instead, we tried alota things nalang. We watched the Manny Pacquiao thing. Laughtrip ichura ng isang guy dun. Whahh! Mga 7 something we went to the mall nalang. We roamed and guess what? Window shopping again! Hahahaha:P May na-spot an kami ni Jireh! Woooo. Grabee such a hottie. *sniff sniff* HAHAHAHA! :) We were on our STALKER MODE!!! :P Tas laughtrip si Nica lumapit sa guy. Nakakahiya ka iha! Haha. Umuwi ng 10 something. Tas nagwatch pa kami ng movie, Hotel Rwonda ata? Morbid story. Lufett!

Today, when I woke up they werent here anymore. They went to their house na. They'll be back on Thursday ata or Friday. Do you know this feeling na, "Wala na sila?? Bakittt?" HAHAHA :P Ayos.

Babu bamboo :P Puta may feeling nanaman na tao. Tangina mo gagoww.. Feeling!!! Asaaarr.

something's burning inside me, ugh my heart.

Pakiittttt!!! :P

ugh.

2005-10-29T19:37:00.000-07:00

Lahat ng classmates ko iniinggit ako about dun sa parteh. :( Tama na mga chong! Hahaha. Nakakainggit talaga. I know it was fun. If I was there, siguro sobrang saya ko. Puta labo. Whah patay ako sakanila sa Monday, iingitin nila ko. Sana sa Christmas meron uli! Tangina sasama na talaga ko. WOOOO! :P

Went to my mom's office yesterday. I got bored. Uber bored. Tas nag Market squared. Hehe. Nag ikot sandali. We ate tas pag tapos namin nagsasara na mga stores. Ampuu! I want to buy "puruntongs" pa naman. Pauso namin ni Lalaine! So no choice but to go home. Yey! Later pupunta dito cousins ko. Ang gulo ng bahay mehn, gugulo pa yun! HAHAHA. I missed them!
ANYWAYS, astig anniv ng rents ko today. Niceeeee :P Yahu I can oversleep na! 1 week rin yun. Good break.

Hay nako mga liars nga naman. Tulad ni Rina. Oh yeah, liar xa. She should go to hell :P Oops, foul ba? Tangina mo gagooo. Bumalik ka ng Makati AY Binan pala. SORRY sorry. I thought kasi you came from CSA-MAKATI eh. Awwwww! Too bad nabuko ka namin :P Kaw kasi eh maxado kang madaldal. Feeler pa! Liligawan DAW ni Miggy ampuuu. ASAAAAAAAA! :P

Awww, HB ako. SERYOSO to. Nakakaasar! :( This feeling should stop or else, baka mangyari ang kinatatakutan namin :( I have to admit, na HB talaga ko. HAHAHA! Ill stop here. I miss him so. And I want him to be my besty :P Hehehe.

Bye coconut. Have funnn!

wooott.

2005-10-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

LSS- The Closer I Get to You. Yakk, ang baduy mehn. HAHAHAHA. Asaa. Sembreak na! Nice, 1 week no classes? Ok na yun. Atleast hindi tulad last year 3 days lang ata? WTF. Lalaine and I werent able to go sa party last night. BV! :( OP kami sa class sa Monday. Bwahahaha! Ayos, sa Monday with my barkada nalang yung trick or treat :P Candies! WOO.

I was browsing profiles in friendster- 1st year people. I dont know pero super close kami sakanila. It all started ata grade 6 pa kami :P And kay Bianca M. rin! WOO, i miss you! :( Thenn.. We got to hang-out na every breaks tas yun. They're soo nice. Parepareho kami ng trip. Lalu na pag laughtrip kami. Bonding! Camping rin. Hehehe. La lang. Im just wondering. :P

Random pictures :)

6 Marias with Sir Caballero. Amp!

Ria and Meg

Ria, Dannah, Meg going home na.

flips!

Dannah bebs and I. Ampuuu!

Thats it pakit :P Have fun in your Sembreak! Wooo.

Here it goes again.

2005-10-27T03:59:00.000-07:00

Ive been so lazy this week. Hindi ako nakikinig sa mga lessons. Haha. Seryoso. I feel vacation na! Woo.

Nakakabadtrip sometimes kapag may mga tao na lamo yun, kung makapagsalita akala mo kung sino. AS IF diba? Asa pa eh, fucker naman. Loser pa! Grr. Nakakabanas. Get lost people!

PTC tomorrow. Shux. Ito nanaman. Hahaha. Im not expecting a high grade in Chem. Tss. Then our class has a party pa. Halloween Party! I dont know if I'll go there pa. Nakakatamad eh.

English play kanina. Hindi ko memorize lines ko. HAHAHA. Ok lang yun. For fun lang naman! Wooo. No classes after recess tomorrow!

Nakaka depressed naman. I thought everything would be alright. I thought this will continue and will keep me happy. I was wrong. Thanks nalang coz atleast I became happy. Hindi yung kay ano parin. Laboooo.

Speaking of HB, HB kami ni Lalaine. BWAHAHAHA. Asar :P

Nakakaantok. Wala kong gana. HAYYY.

i fell for your imperfections.

2005-10-25T05:01:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah. Im uber happy now :) No more hari. Hahaha. Ayos im feeling good :) w0ot.

English play tomorrow. Hindi ko memorize yung lines ko. Tae!

WOOOO. Im lovin my life :) Gudluck.

weeeeeeeee

2005-10-24T03:36:00.000-07:00

We went to Batangas last Friday til yesterday. Sobrang saya. Hahaha! May hang-over pako sa camping. UBE with my barkada [ria, iene, aerika, dannah, bianx & lalaine] and the first year people [adri, durias, kim, gelo & oliver].

Wuhu. DAY1- Naiwan kami ng bus ni Ria. Laughtrip nga eh! Kasi I went to her house at 12 tas nakatulog kami. We woke up mga 2 na. 1.30 call time. So dun na kami sa coaster.

best pwetss :D
barkada except Ria.

Hahaha. Tas UBE with sina Adri. Ang sayaaa nun :D Secret. Hahahaha.

niceee. HAHA. durias bamb0o. WUHOO!
thats how you do the CK :) We went to the Papelipa. We also had a bonfire, MONTGRELS team! We cooked our own food, etc. Nag maze kami. THAT WAS THE BEST MAZE EVER :) Hahaha. Tas ng 1,500 steps kami uo & down. Pucha grabe yun. Mas masahol pa sa training! Hahaha. But in the end, MASAYA KAMI:D
Hehe. I wont forget that camping. Extra extra UBE with people AND... Oh noo!

It was also Bianca's birthday yesterday. At exactly 12 midnight we greeted her :) BELATED!!
me and the birthday girl :D

good morning. ria.lalaine.iene.meg

We went home Sunday afternoon. Lahat kami uber tired. I slept agad. Bagsak ako sa kama eh. Haha, I woke up late thats why I went to school late. :)

Grabeeeeeeeeeee. Had so much fun with people!! Had the most UBE ever! Wo0t.

HAHAHA.

2005-10-20T15:57:00.000-07:00

Absent ako today. But I'll go to school later. May camping kami in Batangas. 3 days 2 nights. HAHAHA! Nice one. Shyett Im not yet ready.

ANYWAYSSS. I was reading my previous posts earlier. Guess what I saw? Hahaha.

Si Joma kachat ko. HAHAHA. Masyado kaming makulit. Ang gulo gulo namin. Lahat ng tao binubulabog namin. WOOOO. Sayaa! Tas may ginagagow kami sa chat room. Gago talaga yun! :D Siraaa.

Nakakatawang isipin, hindi kami nag-uusap ng batang ito dati. Parang common friends lang. Tas dahil sa YM yun oh, naging close kami. Hahahaha. Gulo namin. Conf sa mga taong hindi ko kilala! Mga grade6 people. Kaya mahal ko sila eh! Awwwww. We love their batch! Gragraduate na sila. Naks naman mga gagow. Hahahaha! Wala lang. Masaya ko :D Weee. Labo ko solid!

Ayan na naman.. CONF tayo! Haha. Kami ang mga ADICT ng YM. Kaya maADICT narin kayo para masaya! Hehehe. :)

Cgeeeee! Bye na. I have soo many chatmates! Hahaha. Isa na yung gagow dyan :D

Hahaha. I wrote this January this year. Its a Saturday and I was uber bored that time. Nakakatawa noh? Haha! :D

Wala lang. Im just happy na ewan. Labboooo!

Cge na. Gotta go mga lokow. :D

weeeeee

2005-10-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

I dint blog yesterday. Yesterday was uber fun! We had our Exposure Trip.

We went to CCP first. We toured around. BLAHBLAH. Everything has a meaning pala. Even the cielings lang. HAHA! Astig. Pati mga theaters. We got to see everything! Coolness.

But there's something na hindi namin magets! Yung painting! Sobrang weird kasi, biglang may spaghetti sa painting! Labo amp. Hahaha!

After that we went to Bluewave to eat lunch! Haha, nice UBE with classmates! We ate at Pancake House. Sobrang gutom kami! Tahimik namin nun eh! Then sa bus, lahat kami bagsak sa upuan. Ayaw na nga naming bumaba eh! Haha. Relaks na kami :D

Then we went to Manila Times. Hahaha. Astig yung President mismo yung nag orient samin. Astig yung mga students dun, they were training as a DJ! Haha. Coolness talaga mga people dun :D Journalism kaya future ko? Hahaha. ASAAA!

Last trip na ng class namin sa bus yun. Awwww! Forest friends!! :D Sayaaaa.

THENNNNN. today.

Everything's fine. Half day lang kami! Cos of the RALLY sa may Zapote. So yun. Nung nalaman namin yun moshpit eh! Haha. Laughtrip yun. Everyone was shouting!

Dapat uuwi nako but naiwan ako ng bus. ARGH diba? Then magcocomute dapat kami ni Renzo. Pero nakita namin sila Ria so we hitched. I stayed at Ria's house and si Renzo umuwi na.

Sobrang bummed lang kami dun. Hahaha! From 1-5 we just relaxed. Yun oh! Haha. Grabe ka Ria tinulugan mo ko. Nak ng. Tas mga 5.30 sina Adri naman came. We were supposed to go oyt kaso my dad came na so I had to go.

UBE with people!!! :D

God Bless for those people na nagrarally. Sana walang masaktan. YUN OH! :D

Ok, see my MULTIPLY for the pics! Wuhoooo. HAHAHA!!!

Xoxoxoxoxo.

HAHA.

2005-10-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

Last night I was so dramatic. As in yung literal. I poured all my thoughts in my brother's computer.

"I feel like crying right now. I can’t believe things happened and ended with just a snap. I don’t know what to feel. It seems like im just trying to be hurt even though im not affected that much. Kahit na… Badtrip parin yun. Why does he have to be like this to me? When he even started all this. Ang labo niya. Ang labo ng mga nangyari. Im not asking for anyone and God gave him to me. I felt happy and now I feel sad. Uber sad. Sabi ko na eh, I shouldn’t let my feelings go over my mind. I should’ve thought first. What can I do? It all happened and its now the end. I couldn’t turn back the time. All I can do is bear with these things. Wait for like a year AGAIN..

Tangina kasi eh. Bakit ba xa nakipagchat sakin nung una kung alam ko naman sa huli walang mangyayari. Mas worse pa. naisip ko na yun dati eh. Habang nagchachat kami. Thoughts like “baka mahulog ako ditto! Hindi yan, ang pangit nun ah!” pero habang nagchachat kami I cant stop the feeling eh. Im falling. That’s the worst thing. Hindi ko naman pwedeng pigilan to, kasi whatever I do, I cant stop.

HINDI KO TALAGA ALAM KUNG BAKIT. Kung bakit ako nagkaroon ng something. Boring naman xa kausap. Honestly, na bored ako nung kachat ko xa. Pero, bakit siya??? I know everything has a reason. Kaya nga I leave it up to that reason eh. Kaya lang, kung puro ganun, anong gagawin ko? I don’t know what to do. I wanna be friends with him again. I want the old times happen again. I know its not the end. Bakit nga kung kelan hindi ko inexpect na xa yun, eh xa yung nangyayari. i really didn’t expect na for all people SAKANYA pa eh. Kung pwede naman sa iba.

OH WELL, realization: Things happen when you least expect them to. Totoo yun. You cant deny that. Proven. All we gotta do is either think well or follow your heart. It is at your own risk. "

HAHAHA. Pinagtatawanan ko toh ngayon. I cant believe I wrote all of this.

Nagexplain xa. It wasnt his intention to do that. Ang drama ko ampnezz.

Current YM stat: pota. ang ininitt..

Happy Birthday Mark Sales!! :)

Yes it is. Arghhhh. School tomorrow! Yay. Prayer leader ako! Rosary! :D

sucks.

2005-10-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

Masakit.

Yup, it is.

Tanginang yan. STOP this please. You're really hurting me, fuckster.

You're a one big feeler. Wala kang karapatan to have the guts to do all of this.

Ikaw nagsimula. With all those chat memories. Bobo ako eh, nahulog ako.

Sana hindi na kita nakausap... at nakilala... at shyet, how tanga can i be?

Hahaha. Kala mo ikaw lang ah, PAKYU mehn. umasa ka. wag ka na >:3

tae.

2005-10-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

Lintek. Parang ako si Angel, may attitude problem. Haha. Aminado daw ako db? Ive been kinda moody nowadays. Specially this week. Grabe! Kung mairita ako parang super laki na ng kasalanan nung tao eh. Tae yan! Im so sorry to all the people whom Ive hurt or something. Lakas tama lang talaga ako. =(

Anyways, im lovin my class :) Seryoso. We had this "5 minute-walang-salita game" Hahaha. Ang laughtrip namin lagi. Parang ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE kami =) Daming trip eh! The eyeliner thing, the gatorade! Tas yung half pony ng girls and FOREST FRIENDS! Wuhoooo. And the "bakiiiiiiiiiiit?" thing. Hoy kami kaya yung unang nagpasimuno ng lahat ng yun. Kaya yung mga nagsasabi na sila, get lost! Haha. Ang matamaan, GRENDEL!

Pati sa barkada, the "Grendel ka!" line, si Lalaine may pasimuno nun! Sooo, wala kayong karapatan na sabihin na kayo may pasimuno nun. HAHA :D

Went to Evan's house kanina. Laughtrip! That Pinoy Ako song makes us hyper! Hahaha. Tas nagulat kami biglang si Phem Baranda nandun. Hehe, sharingg :D I missed going out after class with them. Kasi nowadays wala eh, I go home early na.

Fuckster yung lady guard sa Bene. She didnt let us go inside the HS building and drink in the fountain. Lamo yun? NakakaLINTEK kaya. Parang problema mo? ARGHHH. Nakakaasar. As in nakakabanas xa. Isusumbong ko yun kay Sir Caballero! Nyahahah. ARGH. GRENDEL xa. Lamo yung Berdugong Grendel. Agh. Lintek!

Tapos hindi pa tapos ang bitterness ko. Nairita rin ako kanina when I watched the news. Yung water bomb thing. Like GRABEEEE. Mamatay na yung mga hindi deserving eh. ..l..

Ok, sobrang bitter ko na. NEXXT!

Yay, we have a camping on Fri- Sun! Marshalls Club. UBE with people :) Excited amp!

HAYYY. There's something wrong with me. Talaga. Nakakabanas ang moodswings ko. TAEEE!

Gotta go =)

dubadub

2005-10-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

Yay. I dint fail in PA. Except that, its pasang awa. Bullshyet. My grades=bull. I dont wanna think about it. Tas sa Geom pa. Grrrrr. Matagal pa PTC. Next month pa. Nyahaha!

74 days to go before Christmas! Haha. Im still broke. Nyeta I cant save money cos Im always hungry! =)) Rhyming amp.

Speaking of katakawan, Lalaine, Aerika and I ate 3 cones of ice cream for our lunch. Sabi ng barkada gluttony daw? Hahahaha. And Lalaine and I are happy now cos of that doodle in YM.

hulaan niyo kung ano drinawing ni Lalaine! :D Haha.

PE tomorrow! I wont attend. Im lazy. Tumataba na nga ko eh. Magjojogging nga ko sa summer. Haha, at syempre sa summer pa, so meaning next year pa. Gawwwwd.

Nasa Beda sina Deanne and Jenny! I missed them =) Buong DOSE miss namin. Ay nako, Deanne! I remember those times when you used to call him always. Grabe nakakahiya na, buko pa ko! Nak ng. Haha.

Ok, im uber sleepy na. Gotta go! :D

amfnezz.

2005-10-11T03:52:00.000-07:00

Its raining! Yay. I love it when it rains. Nyahaha. Anyways, we had our PA Quarter Exam=sayang. Cos I forgot the codes in test number 2. Lintek. Whatever na. Laughtrip kaninang Geom cos Lalaine Ria Maika and I were doing our Chem hw. Solidooo! Ang di marunong, nagmamarunong at marunong! :D Its fun pala to do your hw with your friends. Kaso hindi pa namin tapos cos tawa kami ng tawa amp. Then may team thing pa sa Geom. Ang team namin? Team Bah. Hahaha. Langya yan. Tas we had our practice for the play in English. Vain moments! Yak. :o Naks naman sa accent Palogs! Had fun dun. Parang nag UBE with classmates! Nakanamp.. Haha!

I have a new layout. Im still lazy to put on the tagboard and put ekeks here. Haha. Busy rin ako cos we dont have a maid! WTF. Gudluck! Haha.

girls!

kat, pao and meg

stolen. nagprapractice kami nito. HAHA. niceee!

Pics courtesy of Kat's multiply!

Ok, Bye for now =)

scream.

2005-10-10T03:33:00.000-07:00

My barkada always have their funny stories to share with. Everytime we have the chance to be together, we always tend to laugh. Im so glad that eventhough there are things that is happening to us we are still the same. Nyahaha. Ang labo nun ah.

Quarter Exam in PA tomorrow. Yey I know how to make a main menu. Honestly ngayon ko lang nalaman kung pano. Haha. Call me stupid :D I need to get atleast 85 or else.. Tangina, Im failing again.

New seats for the 3rd quarter! Ms G gave us the chance to sit anywhere. Im infront of Lalaine and Ria. Dilao is infront of me. Haha. Nice one!

Current YM stat: "Nakakamiss yung jersey #9 =("

Yay! drama nun ah. SAPUL! Ayun, sabi ko na i quit eh. But it seems that Im still looking for him. Im gonna tell you the story one of these days or bahala na kung kelan.

Migraines attack. Fuckster.

woott

2005-10-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

I updated my multiply. Visit people :) Hahaha.

I dint go to the Fam Night kanina. Buti nalang. Mianne said it was boring! Wuhoo. Hahah. I just bummed here. I cant sleep whenever I get the chance to. Pakit yan.

I feel EMO these days. Yesterday kasi this scenario happend. Then I realized that things before cannot happen anymore. Whatever I do, whatever he does, whatever we do we cant bring back those moments anymore. Pota how sad :(

Kaya nga I said in my previous post na i quit.

Sabi ko nga kay Angel " lamo kasi pag nawala na feelings mo, mas matatangap mo yun..so we need to let go of our feelings for them. pakster yan!"

I cant believe I said that! Nyahaha. Totoo naman eh. Bet tayo after this things will turn out fine again =)

weee

2005-10-07T05:40:00.001-07:00

Yay. Tests are over :) Nice one! Chem= torture! Haha, oh well gudluck to your results!

ANYWAYSSSS.

We celebrated the Personel's Day kanina. It was boring! >:3 Except when sina Joma & the Excaliburds[spl?] danced! Pota, it was a nice dance number! Plus that "Your Song" sang by Adri na nakatingin kay Ria! Awwww=) Grabe sobrang laughtrip talaga. I have a video pa nga eh! And that actually made my day :D

Went to town after. Asusual, misunderstandings nanaman. The whole barkada was complete nga but we had a fight again. Badtrip! So after the Berds Group [which is us plus Dannah] ate, bummed lang kami then Ria & I went back to Bene. Training ng basketball! :) Iba talaga pag walang tao ang Beda, nakakapanibago! So we stayed at the gym and laughed again. Then I went to her house then went home.

Tiring day! I dont know why. Gad, I miss people :( I miss Mimi! And ofcourse this person. As in A LOT. Sobra. Solido. Sapul =(

Today, I quit.

And I mean it.

And ofcourse you cant relate again. Hahaha. Angel knows this. Hayyyy.

weee

2005-10-07T05:40:00.000-07:00

dfdf

2005-10-05T11:17:00.000-07:00

Yay.

Its like 2.15 am. We still have a test tomorrow [or shall i say later?]. English and CVE lang naman. Grabe Chem patalo sa buhay ng buong third year >:3 Hahaha.

Oh yeah we're goin to Cuenca after the test! Beda soccer vs I dont know. Hehe. Such a hassle kasi 3 days straight cramming! Lalu na nung Tuesday. Tama bang isabay sabay Chem, SS & Trigo? Oh well, its done! I wasnt able to attend tutor kasi too late na raw. But its ok, tinuruan naman ako ni Angel! Naks, special mention :D

Personel's Day on Friday! Half day lang. Nice one! Im lazy to go to school. Shyett.

And I had a fever last night. Colds the other day. I was sneezing while taking the test. Lamo yung tipong tahimik buong HS building tas nakakahiya coz you're sneezing? Haha. I used 2 plastics of tissue for one day! Solido. Buti nakaaral pako!

I lack sleep.

I updated my multiply! Check it awt! :D

Gotta go. Gudluck people :D

goggle

2005-09-30T03:15:00.000-07:00

I feel so good today. I just woke up. I was sleepy in school. Babagsak nako sa chair kaninang Chem! Super init pa. Solidooo! Garr. Sana umulan uli para hindi na badtrip mga tao, including me!

ANYWAYS.

We played Suck & Blow with my barkada kanina!:D Laughtrip asusual. I love themmmm :x

You know, this feelings sucks. Like whenever we see each other, we dont say hi or anything. We just stare at one another. Its always like that. The feeling na you wanna talk to him. Like the old times. Reminiscing is bad for my health. It just makes me feel depressed. Sucks! Hahaha :D enoughhh!

Nag picture taking nanaman kami sa room kanina =)) Our class really is fun!

Bratata. Fuck friendster is on maintenance. Baka palitan nanaman nila yun. HAHA! Wala kong magawa, honestly :) I wanna sleep again.

Dont you just miss this song?

Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace

I’ll stop the world and melt with you
You’ve seen the difference and it’s getting better all the time
There’s nothing you and I won’t do
I’ll stop the world and melt with you

(you should know better)
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
(you should see why)
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
(you should know better)
I made a pilgrimage to save this humans race
(you should see why)
What I’m comprehending a race that long gone bye

Lalalala. I just love Adam Sandler! =)) Hehe. I gotta go!

Gulduck to all Bedans! Quarter Exams na! :)

wahahahah.

2005-09-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

My day went fine =)) Laughtrip class namin. All of us putted an eyeliner, including the boys! Hahaha. Wala lang, malakas lang trip namin talaga. Walang nakahalata na teacher samin. Then Ms. Ilao noticed that we all have eyeliners! Sabi niya kakasuhan daw niya kami if may ganun pa kami tomorrow. Hassle eh! Extension pa naman yun. Shyett, UBE yung eyeliner thing na yun! Kulit eh noh? Weeeeee :D

us during pe :)

We also had our PE Quarter Exam. Walts! Laughtrip rin kasi yung binigay nilang cd kay Sir My Chemical Romance! =)) At syempre he got mad. Tsktsk.. We wore our dress pa! WTF yan. Hassle nga eh! But it was fun!

after pe. HAHA!
Masaya rin ako kasi after this quarter, Flash na kami sa PA. Say goodbye to that effin QB!!! Nyahaha >:3

Nakatayo kami buong Geom time.

We had our oration in English. Amputss yan, ako pala yung tinawag pero hindi ko alam. Nakatulala ako! Haha! Asusual, I was laughing again =))

Ive got loads of things to do. My Chem proj & assign, tas yung SS poster pa!

Speaking of poster, nag art lessons kami with Lalaine! Haha. She taught us how to do the effects thing. Niceee! Grabe ngayon ko lang nalaman yung mga effects with oil pastel! :D Tas na addict na kami ni Iene dun. We were like kids kanina, nag-aaway sa oil pastel!

Friday tomorrow =) Pero next week is our Quarter Exams!!! Grabe, ang bilis naman. Haha, Im gonna study talaga. Para makabalik na ko sa soccer and to prove my rents that I really improved. Wahaha. Except PA & Trigo. >:3

Oh nooooo. Our barkada has a misunderstanding again. Prtttt. Madami na ngang nagbago. We arent like that before. Lahat talaga kami nagkakasundo. Pero ewann. Oh well, people do change naman. I hope this problem will be fixed asap.

Ok, Later!

jkl

2005-09-27T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hay nako, si Angel laughtrip SK sistur ko. =)) She told me to post the pix nung Friday.

Forest Friends! Hahaha. Going back to school.

Our boyss :D

The girls. Mga mares! Blurred.

Anna & Angel. Double AA :)

Meg, Ria, Anna & Angel.

ANYWAYS. I really hate PA. Not the teacher but the lesson. Sucks talaga. Ms. Gabor is so kind to us :D Grabe! Coolness.

I feel sleepy today. Im was not even that hyper in school. Badtrip pa coz my money got lost. It fell from my pocket! Badtrip. Malas malas.

I feel different today. Even though I know that there's something wrong-my grades. I can still make it up, but it seems there is something wrong & lacking. Shyett, I dont know what is it. Mood swings? AGAIN. Nakakaburat talaga. I wanna burn down... Good thing I love my classmates na :D Hahaha.

Fuck, im not in the mood to blog. Ciao!

You're one big pakster in my life. Ewan ko kung matutuwa ko or malulungkot. I want to bring back the moments we had last january. Please naman mehn. Shyetttttttt.

sasa

2005-09-26T03:52:00.000-07:00

Assembly. We had an assembly after 2-3 months! Hahaha. Lagi kasing basa yung open court. Malas malas. It was so friggin hot kanina. Sana umulan uli! Nyahaha >:3
Filipino. Louise, Celine and I were doing our Geom hw! Hahaha. Obra lang kami.
Geom. Lecture. Boring. Dami formulas to memorize. WTF.
Recess. Ngayon lang ako nagutom ng ganun nung recess. Hahaha. PG amp.
Trigo. We had a quiz. Many of us wasnt able to answer it. Daldalan nanaman.
Chem. We had our Chem-Lab! Hahaha. Gusto ko ang Lab. Kasi masaya mag experiment. We did the metals thing. Tas hindi kami nakatayo coz we didnt do any burning experiment. Bonding with my tablemates! =)
Lunch. Ria, Iene, Dannah & I first went to her brother's room tas ang laughtrip sobra. The Berds Group went with us :) Hahaha. Grendel talaga tayo! Tapos it was sooo laughtrip again nung paakyat kami ng stairs! Shyet, Im laughing right now =)) I wont tell it here. Hahaha. Go Lalaine!=))
Health. We did our Practical Test. About the bandage thing.
English. Hirit ni Mathew eh. Hahaha. Ms. Ilao just explained about our thesis. Partner ko si Ria asusual =)
Dismissal. May wishing feather dun. Tas hinuli ko at nagwish. Haha. Wala lang :D Para akong bata. Then we made tambay sa mga bench blahblah. Tas my wish came true! =)) Pero hindi literally yun, basta! Tas kami nila Ria, Aerika, Dannah, Laliaine & Tisha were laughing again sooo hard. I love it when we are like that. Mga trip eh. Talked about shit stuff. Hahaha! :D

So, our mass was postponed. Asar. Lahat kami nagdala ng gala tas wala naman. Wala sana kaming Trigo at Chem. Bwahaha.

Sobrang laughtrip ng day nato. Solidoo! =))

I love you more today than yesterday:) w0ot wo0t! :D

fgd

2005-09-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

This is for someone. I really dont have the time to blog BUT because this person is special to me...

I met her when I was in Grade 3. We were classmates back then. I didnt like her when I first saw her because she seems to be a mataray& bully one. I dont wanna talk to her because baka magtarayan lang kami. I have my own set of friends, and she has her own too. When Second Assessment begun, we became seatmates. Honestly, we clicked kaagad. As if I know her for a very long time na. We became very close. We talked about so many stuffs and that was the start of our friendship blah blah. The Friends Forever thing.

We were classmates again in Grade 5. Pero hindi kami ganun na close na. We didnt talk na like before. Parang naging common friend ko na lang xa. Classmate rin namin si Ria nun. Hindi kami close na tatlo. As in sarili kami.

Grade 6 memz. Grabe I wont forget that school year. When I knew that Ria and Iene are my classmates, I was like "oh yeah, ang saya ng grade 6 ko" Hahaha. I wasnt expecting that the three of us will bond like we've known each other for a long time. Ang dami naming laughtrip memz nun, lagi kaming pinapalabas ng room coz of our noise. Blah blah. Super kaduper daming kagaguhan nun. :D Then we became the the best of friends na. Wahahaha.

Sooo, about this person? Mabait, understanding & quiet type. You'll never expect na ganun xa kaingay. Na ganun kakulit. Hahaha. My tall & sexy friend. One of my bestpwet :) We've gone through a lot. Specially pag lalabas kami, lagi kaming nag-aaway kasi hindi namin alam kung pano kami uuwi. Tag team namin ni Ria.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY EIRENE MAE GAYOMALI!!! :)

Sorry I wasnt able to go to your party last night. Promise babawi ako! Hahaha. Thanks for everything! Ria and you will always be my tagteam, bestpwet at ka berds!!! Love yah! :x

gjhj

2005-09-24T04:17:00.000-07:00

Grabe Im so bored right now. Im just here the whole day. I didnt go to Market Market with my mom coz I thought I'll be going to Iene's party. Pero last minute hindi nila ko pinayagan >:3 Tuloy bored as hell ako dito. Garrrrr.

Im chatting with Ria and the people sa house ni Iene. Shyett, nakakaingit yun mehn. Hahaha. Next time! Minsan nga naisip ko bakit pag may party ang isa sa barkada, hindi kami makumpleto. We barely get together na. Tas pag may celeb or something halos lahat naman samin wala. Either may lakad or hindi pinayagan coz blah blah. Tae yun. Hahaha. But its alryt coz we're still one great laughtrip barkada. Naksss! Tae nexxxtt!

I havent started doing my PA project. Wala akong QB dito, tas I dont know how to do it pa, though I have an idea na. Oh mehhhhhnn. Help :( Hassle talaga oh. Anyways, I told my mom that I really need a tutor in Trigo. Oh yes alam kong madali lang xa kung nakikinig ako. Eh ang problema hindi ako makakinig kasi ang daming distructions eh! Besides, nasa likod pako. Seatmate ko pa si Kenneth! Hahaha. Daldalan memz nalang :D

I miss a lot of people. As in madami. Yung mga memz. Nostalgic ako these days. Actually lagi naman eh. Whahh. Mood swings are attacking again. I hate this feeling na masaya ka tapos mamaya feel mo down ka. Diba? Kalabuan eh noh. Nakakaasar. I also feel sensitive nowadays. Yung tipong konting sabi lang, tatamaan ka na. Pppppppttt. Badtrip yun.

It's raining. Yey! Sana may bagyo para walang classes. Life would be so much fun :) Plus I can wear chemise whole-heartedly. Haha. Kasi nakakaburat pag mainit tas may chemise ka sa school. Solidong sabog yun. But how about the people na tatamaan ng bagyo? Ay wag nalang. Basta malamig ok na. Hehe.

Oh noooo, Quarter Exam is on Oct 4, 5 & 6. Mag-aaral nako kasi ayoko ng cramming. Mahirap xa. I hate it when I tell myself to study na pero madaming lumilipad sa utak mo na mga bagay bagay. Nakakafrustrate kaya! That's why I'll start to read in Chem and SS na. Haha, I need to have good grades. As in good talaga.

Siya. Ewan ko ba. Lagi nalang ganun. Sana bumalik na yung dati. You know its hard to be this way. Dapat kasi..... Hahaha. Syatap megsturr!

Ok tama na toh, so much with my thoughts. I love this song btw.

Spend my Life with You.

I never knew such a thing could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one
And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure

I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real

Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of our all time
Can I just spend my life with you

Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I

And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed

Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you

No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)

And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to you to you)

Bratata.

ghg

2005-09-23T02:39:00.000-07:00

Tata.
~ Our batch went to Greenbelt to watch a play.
~ Taming of the Shrew= Boring.
~ Seryoso, tinulugan namin yung play. HAHAHA.
~ How evil can we be?
~ Pero the actors were great! Galing nila.
~ Kahit na may women na cast, men parin ang nag portray.
~ There were some laughtrip memz :D
~ Sa bus may patalo. Ang baho kasi. Hahaha.
~ Sikretoooo.
~ UBE again with the Forest Friends sa bus! :)
~ Naiwan ni Ria fone niya sa bus.
~ So we were like running after the bus pero dein namin naabutan.
~ Ok na, nasa company na ng bus yung fone niya. Good thing!
~ Pinatawag ako sa prefect kanina coz of this case. Errr >:3
~ Tssssssss.
~ HAYYY. Im still confused :(
~ Tralalalala.
~ Tae hindi ko talaga kaya Trigo. Tutor anyone?
~ Pati PA. Quick Basic is killing me. WTF.
~ Gwapo nung guy sa play kanina :x
~ CONCERT PLUG: Orange and Lemons, Mayo & Sandwich later. Haha, mamaya na! Sa Beda gym. Hindi ako pupunta. Baka gusto niyo humabol? HAHAHA. Sharinggg!
~ ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BESTPWET IENE!!! :)
~ Berds ka. Hahaha. May party xa tomorrow.
~ Sana payagan ako.
~ Our kada is grouped into two.
~ The Conyo Girls and Berds Group.
~ Gagooo, laughtrip kaya yun! HAHAHAHA.
~ Ria, Iene, Aerika, Lalaine, AC and me are in the Berds group.
~ Dannah, Evan, Bianx, Tisha & Pammy are in the Conyo Girls.
~ I miss TIN HERNANDEZ! :(
~ Pics nalang. Hahaha. I need to do things pa.
~ Next month nako maguupload ng pix a Multiply. Haha!
~ Laterrr.

Taming of the Shrew ticket. Hahaha.

Tisha, Evan, Me & Bianx (Ako lang ang berds. Haha!)

Dilao + Meg + Ria= Tunog Tae! Hahaha. Seryoso toh.

Willy Wonkas. Me, Iene & Makie! :)

dffdf

2005-09-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

GRABEEEE. Hahaha. Wala lang. Ang boring ng day ngayon. I dunno talaga. Garrr. Monday pa toh ah. Parang may mood swing na ewan. Ack.

ANYWAYS.. Im sleepy. HAHA. Absent si wo0t.

Nakakatawa yung isang account sa friendster. Coolest daw? WTF mehn. ASAAA!

Ayoko na magsalita. Baka away nanaman eh.

Tae I miss soccer. Miss ko na umuwi ng lateee. Awwwwwadaw.

Yesterday, my bestpwets and I were in a "stalker mode". Coz we were finding people. Haha, can you believe we stroll around the HS building tapos wala parin kaming makita?! We looked at all the rooms except in the music room. ARGH. Nandun pala sila. HAHAHA. Nyeta yan. Laughtrip talaga kayoo. :D

Wo0t! Were going on Greenbelt tomorrow to watch a play. Taming of the Shrew :) Yay! Saya nun. Hahaha. Wo0t w0ot!

OH MYYYYYY. Trigo patalo sa masayang buhay ko :( ARGH.

Audrey and I went to the fountain. I left my PE bag sa labas. Tas pagbalik namin bukas na. Like WTF. Siguro 5 minutes lang kami nawala. Nahuli nga namin yung guy na yun eh. GRRR. Buti walang nawala, kasi huli namin xa eh. Ang EVIL niya solido. Lakas ng luob niya. Buti I didnt leave my bag. Kundi nawala na lahat ng gamit ko. Fucker ka gago! Go to hell biatch >:3

Im starting to do sit-ups. HAHAHA. Wala lang trip lang. Apfttt.

BYEEEE.

fsdf

2005-09-20T03:18:00.000-07:00

TODAY:
- Absent si bespwet RIA!
- Had an open forum with my barkada.
- Medyo ok na sila. At kami? Steady. Hahaha.
- Bukas makikipagbati nako sakanya :)
- NAKSSS! Hahaha.
- Depressed ako sa Geom =(
- Pati sa PA =(
- Nag SEX [Sinangag EXpress] kami.
- With sina Iene, Dannah, Bianx, Evan, Makie & Tisha.
- Sila Pammy and Malcolm sumunod.
- THE BEST TALAGA ANG SEX.
- Seryoso. Hahaha!
- Tas badtrip pa feel namin si Nathan ng Bamboo yung nasa isang table.
- Kaso narealize lang namin nasa car na xa.
- BADTRIPPPPP!!! >:(
- Nagwish pa naman ako na sana makita ko sina Bamboo dun :))
- Nagruins kami after.
- Nag-ikot.
- Makie and I bought a pearl earings :D
- I want that big white shades!!!
- Promise im gonna buy it. Hahaha.
- Tas bumalik ng Bene.
- BLAHBLAH.

ARGH. Bianca and I were talking tas sabi niya parang familiar yung face ng guy na yun. So I was like oo nga! Kahit kanina ko pa xa nakita. Tas may girl dun na nagpapic sakanya. Tas nung nasa car na xa, "shitt bianca! si nathan ng bamboo yun!!!" Feel ko talaga xa yun. WTF. HAYYY!

YEY. No classes tomorrow! Kasi may mass, convo at seminar thing kami. BWAHAHA. Nice one!

Later.

WTF

2005-09-19T02:44:00.000-07:00

Thoughtssss.

- WTF. Bad mood ako today. Grrr. >:c

- Kasi feel ko wala akong natutununa sa class.

- Parang umupo lang ako sa chair ko the whole day na super boring!

- Garr talaga.

- Hahaha. Pero ok lang, masaya narin =))

- Labooo kooo!

- Hahaha. Steady day.

- Badtrip ako sa English at Trigo.

- LT sa PA tomorrow. Im dead :/

- Whah. Inaantok ako.

- May game Zobel vs Bene ng midgits (spl?) ngayon.

- Nakakaasar kasi nalaman ko lang nasa bus nako.

- Pangit ng blog ko :( Magulo xa.

- Tag naman diyan!

- Nakssss.

- Gusto ko na kami maging friends. Yes I know its my fault why this is happening. Eh magagawa ko. Grabeeeee, nanghihinayang ako na hindi.

- I gotta think first before I do anything else :/

- OMG. Feel ko lahat na eh. :(

- I feel depresseddddddd.

- Hahahaha. Bahala na si Batmannn!

- Laterr.

Hahaha. Go J. Laboo :) Sometimes you want to say everything to make it all better, but don't want to say too much...til you finally realize that all you really have to say is--- absolutely nothing :D

weee.

2005-09-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

HOO. Yesterday was uber fun! Suspended classes namin. I think Beda and Zobel? Haha, we were on our way to Beda na tas sabi wala daw pasok. WTF? Waste of time and gas.

Sooo, my busmates invaded my house. They were here the whole day! Record breaking yun. Hahaha. Seryoso. We bought food muna, grabe si Audrey! Ang daming chocolates! We thought nagloloko lang siya pr whatever pero she paid for it pa. Laughtip! We hitched sa bus going here and the "sabog moments" started :D

Basta super daming pics! Sa fone ni Audrey were like 100+ na plus our digicams! Haha. Whatta cam whores. Visit http://aearox.multiply.com/photos again for the pix. Next month na yung iba coz wala ng space and it uploads like FOREVER! Lecheng dial-up yan.

ANYWAYS.

We did everything we can do. Naglaro nga kami ng Marco Polo sa room! Haha, laughtrip eh. We ordered Jollibee! Laughtrip pa kasi kala ko Wendy's yung nasa fone. Yun pala Jollibee. Our money was short pa kaya we need to get some coins in my coin bank. Hahahaha.

Kulit nila mga pahreh. SOLIDO! UBE nanaman. Dami na memz :D Bastaaa. Had a blast again with them :) Masaya kasi suspended. WUHU. But I wasnt able to sleep kasi super sabog! Haha. We justed talked lang. Hanggang sa super antok na pagod na kami. Hahaha. Oh well, atleast we got to bond more :D

Anna.Dawn.Louie.Meg.Audrey :)

Anna and Meg

THEEEENNNN.. Randomness nalang :)

~ Grabeee. I love my new blog na. Except its not that fixed pa.

~ School again on Monday!! Atleast makikita ko na score ko sa Geom :)

~ Wag lang sa Chem at TRIGOOOO. Pakster yan.

~ I miss my barkadaaaa. Gimick! Dein ako nakasama sa Cuenca kanina.

~ Kasi nagpadentist ako. HAHAHA.

~ Nakakaantok.

~ Sana malamig nalang lagi para good mood mga tao :)

~ Wala nakong space para sa Multiply photos ko :(

~ Ang dami pa naman nun kahapon.

~ Im tirreedddd.

~ Like ko parin xa.

~ Kasi masaya ko eh. Hahaha. Labodubs.

~ Byeeeeeeeeee. :)

2005-09-15T18:35:00.000-07:00

AYAYAY. Pakster ang Trigo at Chem! Asar talagaaaaa. Badtrip. Babagsak nanaman ako. Nyettaa! Hahaha. Maxado akong affected. Dapat lang :D

Sobrang laughtrip kami kahapon. Hahaha. We just sat near the field and laughed. Joke time again. Tas ang kulit pa nung barkada nila Adri! HAYY. Moments nanaman. At masaya rin kahapon kasi ang dali ng Geom! Wohoo. May deal kami nila Lalaine, ang maka line of 8 pangit! BWAHAHA. Shit pag nakaline of 7 pako dun ewan ko na. Hahaha.

ANYWAYS.

Patalo nga lang talaga yung Chem at Trigo. Gotta bawi next time :/

Masarap rin panahon ngayon. It's raining! Hanggang ngayon. Sana suspended bukas. Nakakatamad eh! Wala naman kaming gagawin. Hahaha! Ok lang. Tae yannn. :D

UHMNNN. Gusto ko ng Chips Delight na cookies!!!!!!!!!! Katakawan nanaman. Hahahahaha. BEHHHH.

Im soo happy with my life right now :) Seryoso. I think bumabawi na ko. Im more of a studious person. I go home early na. Dein nako tumatambay kung san san. Hahaha. Wala narin soccer :( Pero its for my own good. Nakanaman.

Pakster. Masama parin loob ko sakanya. What can I do? Nababanas ako! Oh well.. Mawala rin toh. Siguro after 2 weeks? Lezeeeee.

I wanna be friends again with him. Asar kasi eh. HAYY. Lalu na kahapon. Masarap siguro mag laughtrip pag nag-uusap kami! Mas magulo. BWAHAHA. Steady nalang yun ngayon. :)

Laughtrip seatmates ko! Wala lang. Masaya narin ako. Haha, labo.

Nagpastraight ng hair si Ria! Whah. Ako rin gusto ko!!! Magkano ba yun?

Taeeee. Wala nakong masabi. Aayusin ko pa tong blog ko. MAKIE! Pagawa ng tagboard :D Hahaha.

Labo ng friendster. Bago nanaman asusual. Nakakalito! Pero ang coool niya infairness. Hahahah. Wala lang. Labodubss.

Aybauyyyyyy.

http://aearox.multiply.com/photos to see my pics! :D

nyahaha.

2005-09-13T18:12:00.000-07:00

HAYYY. I officially shut down my blogdrive acount. Bagong blog! Hahaha. Ang saboogg nito. Pero ok lang. Bahala na! :)

Absent si bestpwet. Lufett. Get well soon. First time ata yun! Haha. Sobrang iba kasi yung araw ko pag wala yung hinayupak na yun eh. BWAHAHA. Miss you pwet! Pasok ka na bukas. Test eh! TSSKKK.

Asusual, badtrip nanaman ako. Of all people hindi nako nagtataka kung sakanya ako asar ngayon. Patalo eh. Grabe ang bitter ko talaga. Hahaha. Oh well, ok lang masaya naman kami nung birthday ko eh. Pero solido naasar na nahurt ako dun. GOSHHH. Nyak. Wateburrr.

Dapat mag popost ako kaninang PA time eh. SAYA! Ms. Gabor wasnt around so we were like surfing the net. Pero asusual patakas xa. Hahaha. Lahat ng sinusulat ko nakikita nila. Laughtrip eh!

O nga. Test na nga bukas. Madali lang Geom and SS eh. I lab yu SIR BRYAN! BWAHAHA. Sana kayo nalang lagi naming teacher para masaya. :) Niceee. Filipino. Noli Me Tangere shit. The words naman kasi eh, ang lalalim. Parang wala ng words bukas. NYAHAHA. Corny ko amp. NEXXXT!

Hindi ko na siya hinahanap. YAYYY. Ok lang yun. Hehehe.

At umuuwi narin ako ng maaga. Ginagawa ko na mga school stuffs ko. Bagong buhay? I really need to. They will kill me! Hahaha. SAYA pala pag nagagawa mo lahat noh? Tae yan! :D

I gotta go na. Basta this day has been fun. Steady lang. Asar ako. Masaya. Fulfilled. YAKKK. Ano ba yun? Haha.

Tatawagan ko pa si Ria :)

Later.

Yay! :D

2005-09-12T03:40:00.000-07:00

Patalo blogdrive. I can't post an entry. Ayoko na. Im gonna shut my blogdrive off and I'll move in blogspot. Wala lang, just sharing! :D

ANYWAYS.

Lunch was fun! Laughtrip kami as usual. We got to laugh together AGAIN :) That thing is unusual nowadays. We dont understand each other kasi eh. MOOD SWING! Hahaha. I admit, I always have a mood swing and that sucks.

Im not yet done with my Chem, Geom and Filipini hw. Gad, Chem's hard. It's killing me! Plus test is coming. YAY. Goodluck to me. My lazyness is attacking AGAIN. Haha. Sucks!

I gotta do my stuffs. I'll change my layout soon :) If I get the chance to. My parents will kill me now for not doing the things I gott do. Haha!

Later.